"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."

- Albert Einstein

"Ahora quien" by Marc Anthony

Who is your embrace going to deceive?
Who are your lips going to tell lies to?
To whom will you whisper “I love you” to now?
And later in silence, give away your body
Making time stop upon your pillows
Spend a thousand hours lost in your gaze
as he spends his life loving you…
Who will it be?

And who will write you poems and letters?
And who tell you his fears and faults?
Who will you let sleep against your back?
And later in silence you'll whisper “I need you”
Whose breath will become your own?
Who will lose his way in your gaze?
And who’ll forget his life while loving you?
Who will it be?

Who will it be if it’s not me?
I look at myself in the mirror and I feel ridiculed; illogical.
And then I imagine you giving away the sweet scent of your skin,
Your kisses, your eternal smile and even your soul in a kiss,
in a kiss that goes the soul,
In my soul awaits that kiss that could have been.

[Chorus]

Who's bed will you leave your scent in?
Who will be left to smile at the memories tomorrow?
Who's hours will go by too slow?
And then in silence he’ll long for your body…
On whose face will time stand still?
Who will spend a thousand hours at the window,
and who will lose his voice calling out your name?
Who will it be?
Who will it be?

"Suelta mi mano" by Sin Bandera

No its unnecessary that you understand
since reasons are not reasonable to your heart
for hearts don't reason.
Baby please don't bother
you don't have to explain yourself,
I'll always love your freedom
even if its pained me.
I understand you wish to talk
that sometimes you need to know about me
but I'm not sure I want to know about you,
live like this,
continue like this.
Thinking about you.

Let go of my hand already,
comprehend that I have to leave.
If you aren't feeling this any more
then there's nothing more to be said.
Please say no more,
I understand you but try to understand me
each word pains me further
and makes me want to cry.

Please don't try to stop me,
I always find a way of going on, moving on
even if I don't have it right now.
Babe its no longer worth it,
why would you bother calling
if who I used to be will not reply
its all over with.

I understand you wish to talk
that sometimes you need to know about me
but I'm not sure I want to know about you,
live like this,
continue like this.
Thinking about you.

Let go of my hand already,
comprehend that I have to leave.
If you aren't feeling this any more
then there's nothing more to be said.
Please say no more,
I understand you but try to understand me
each word pains me further
and makes me want to cry.

YouTube Song

"Insatiable" by Darren Hayes

When moonlight crawls along the street
Chasing away the summer heat
Footsteps outside, somewhere below
The world revolves, I've let it go

We build our Church above the street
We practiced love between these sheets
The candy sweetness scent of you
It bathes my skin, I'm stained of you

And all I have to do is hold you
There's a racing within my heart
And I am barely touching you

Turn the lights down low
Take it off, let me show
My love for you insatiable
Turn me on, never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you insatiable

The moonlight plays upon your skin
A kiss that lingers takes me in
I fall asleep inside of you
There are no words, there's only truth

Breathe in breathe out, there is no sound
We move together up and down
We levitate our bodies soar
Our feet don't even touch the floor

But nobody knows you like I do
'Cause the world may not understand
That I grow stronger in your hands

[Chorus x3]

Baby, oh yeah
We never sleep, we're always holding hands
Kissing for hours talking and making plans
I feel like a better man, just being in the same room
We never sleep, there's just so much to do
So much to say can't close my eyes when I'm with you
Insatiable the way I'm loving you, oh baby, yeah

[Chorus till close]

Music Video on YouTube

The Artist

Need

-Lt-

"A simple kind of life" by No Doubt

For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down

Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?

I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

YouTube Video

"Aunque no te pueda ver" by Alex Ubago

If yesterday was a bad day
calm down I'll write a song to see if
that way i get you to smile
If all you want is to run away
walk slow I'll write a song
to see if this way I get you to stay.

I have nothing else to give but
this fear I get of never seeing you again.

I think i see the rain fall
but I look out the window and it's not raining
it's all a reflection of how i feel
Because I miss you
I just want you to know, my love
if you're feeling down ill cheer you up
If you're feeling lonely call me, I'll be right there
Even though you're far away

Of all the things I've missed
I keep the memory
I'd say the best was glances exchanged once upon an April
Sad glances upon me, stain my skin
and now mark me like tattoos.

I have nothing else to give but
this cold loneliness
I feel like i owe you so much more...

I think i see the rain fall
but I look out the window and its not raining
it's all a reflection of how I feel
Because I miss you today
I just want you to know, my love
if you're feeling down I'll cheer you up
If you're feeling lonely call me, I'll lend an ear
Even though you're far away

YouTube Song

"Hands Clean" by Alanis Morissette

If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protege and one day you'll say you learned all you know from
me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
I've more than honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

what part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
what with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done
up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm
body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

YouTube Video

"Near to you" by A fine Frenzy

He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back

Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

He's disappearing
Fading subtly
I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me
Please

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I belong
Where you are

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
Though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

Yet, I'm better near to you.

Song on YouTube

Champagne

-Lt-

My thoughts on: Grace

Grace is not letting stuff show on your face. Saying mean things with a smile. Being assertive but not pushy or aggressive.

I love ballet, I have since i was 3 or 4. Can I tell you a secret? Ballerinas smell. They smell of sweat. Sometimes they even smell a little fishy after a performance. But those odors don't really come to mind as you see her dancing across the stage. What about those jumps? They hurt. But none of that shows on our face. That's grace, doing difficult tasks and making them seem like they're easy, like we didn't spend hours a day training for them.

I think grace could sometimes be summed up in two words: "game face".

-Lt-

My thoughts on : Sexy

I was just reading a blog and I rarely leave comments for people but I couldn't help myself and my comment turned more into a rant so I might as well post it here.

What is sexy?

Lots of words pop into my mind... Grace, assertive, security, sensuality, sexuality...

And now onto my rant. This was my comment on her post:

I also like Johansson. In my mind an actress should be a canvas, ready and available to perform any role given to her and even tho she has her 'thing' (a septum piercing) she chose a piercing that she could keep to her self when nessesary. Not that they wouldn't pick her for a part if she had a huge tattoo on her back since make up and special effects would have hidden it but the fact she can adapt to ANY role naturally without the NEED for such i find graceful. (Deep down we know shes hardcore since she has that little ring on her nose ;) )

I love tattoos and piercings but like her I have opted for marks on my body that I can keep to myself, even in my underwear.

To me this just says "so you've seen me naked... But have you really seen EVERYTHING there is to me?" And that is MY definition of sexy.

And now to blog about that :P

"Don't make someone a priority if you are just an option"

-Unknown

Complaints

"If I didn't love you, I wouldn't complain about little things that don't matter!"
-me

-Lt-

I miss you

It can easily be said that I only miss you a little. A little too often. A little more every day... Every second of every hour of every day I suffer from the lack of you. When I'm not talking to you I'm thinking of you. When I have no intentions of thinking of you, I dream of you. My body and mind calls out to yours, to your memory, to you wanting me too. It's an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired by you... Held by you, whispered to and laughed at by you. When I say I miss you it isn't just words typed up in an email, text message or comment on your myspace. Those three words can easily be translated into "I love you", "I need you" and "I wish I was there" because I don't plan on missing you forever. I want to be with you forever. And because I could never replace saying that I love you, I tend to tell you that I miss you at the beginning of a conversation and that I love you just before we hang up. The day has barely started and already I can't wait for your call. Until then... I'll miss you.

-Lt-

Celebrate

-Lt-

"Almost Lover" by A fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

YouTube Video

Magnetic poetry

I usually play at coffee shops but I have found you can play online with these collections at the official website.

Here is my work for today :)



-Lt-

A few explanations

Well my other blog by the same name has closed because of the 'situation' I described in my last post and here we are... Starting from scratch. I could have transfered everything over but I think a new start was kinda necessary. Well here we go.

Disclaimer

If I say a song isn't mine, IT'S NOT MINE. Just because it's on my blog doesn't mean I wrote it. I post a lot of people's songs because they say how I feel and I let you know it isn't mine. Sometimes the Lyrics don't exactly mold to my specific situation so I change them. And that will also be pointed out. Think about it like Fan Fiction. You take someone else's characters or story and write it the way you want it to be including a disclaimer :)

Also on both lyrics that are and are not mine you may find parts that are Red , these are the parts of the song that hit the nail on the head about something or really called my attention.

I can't draw for shit. Now that I've put that out there, the art work I feature here is because I love it and I thought I would share with you. Usually there will be a link to the artist's page or the image it's self will lead you there. None of it is mine. Same with webcomics.

The post secret stuff is just that, secrets. If they were my own, which i HAVE submitted some and 2 made it into publication, I wouldn't post them here :P So I just consider them art by anonymous artists and are also here because they caught my eye.

Don't make a big fuss over stuff I enjoy and thought of sharing with you.

My posts

Not every post is about me, nor is it directed towards someone I am with or have been with. Most are simply inspired or based on what someone else is feeling or how I felt at some point in my life and have now found the words to express it.

My Labels

Lyrics - It can be a song by me, or by someone else. If it's not mine, I will specify who it's by.

Quotes - Just a quote found somewhere or heard in a movie. If I am not the source of said quote, I will make it available.

Rants - I sometimes tend to over explain stuff or give advice to people. Later when I read my thoughts over, I find them worthy of being posted here. For the most part they will be titled "My thoughts on..."

Adaptation - My own lyrics based on someone else's song whether it just uses its music or I changed some words around to make it fit with what I'm trying to get across.

Just feel - When that is all I can do and I can't explain it.

Translation - A translation of someone's song. Sometimes the words or idioms aren't exactly as the original author wrote them but by using other words the words are more fitting. (We all know not everything can be translated 'literally' such as expressions or sayings).

SSIMH - "Song stuck in my head"







I think that's all I want to say for now, if there is anything else I feel needs explaining, I will post it.

-Lt-