"Hasta Ayer" by Marc Anthony

Please understand I don't mean to offend you
nor am trying to be forward.
For you are the sole owner of your life
of your body and your nights.
I confess I fell in love as a child would
but I also confess I have no regrets.
I enjoyed your experience
until I calmed my anxiety.

I was the master of her bedroom
and pillows.
I had her kiss for kiss,
skin against skin.
And the sun surprised us in the morning
now tired of delirium and pleasure.

Till yesterday, till yesterday.
And pardon me madam
but when the soul cries
silence isn't the remedy to calm suffering.

Till yesterday, yesterday
I find out my elegant lady
now has another lover
who maybe in time
she will treat like she did me.

She bound me with her kisses
until I was her prisoner
and kept me in her ruthless games
by showing me her passion.
And then came betrayal.
And as if I were a child she told me her love
she could give to who ever she felt like.
Such a horrible woman
and I still can't bring myself to say anything against her.
She played with my emotions
to a point I no longer believe in women's lies or their tears.

"Thank you" by Dido

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Allegation - Adaptation of "Si no me amas" by Ednita Nazario

You know... I'm angry.
Because you suddenly disappear when I ask for more.
when you were the one to ask for commitment.
And then you pull away.
You're like a wave that washes over me and just as quickly is gone.

Can you tell me why you step up and demand commitment
then act like you're unaffected by me?
When I take your life with a single kiss
what is that?
How can you say its nothing?

You return, like nothings happened
few words later, I'm back in your game.
Yet by morning all I'm left with are crumbs,
Left overs of your "love".
You're my punishment, like a bad habbit I'm not willing to break.

"Recuerdame" by Marc Anthony and La 5ta Estacion

Remember me when you're sleeping and I'm guessing what you're dreaming
When far away from our bed, and you think about me
Remember me.

Remember me when I leave and don't come home
When the cold and sadness get the best of you
Remember me.

Remember me when you look in the eyes of the past
When I no longer awaken in your arms
And when you're invisible to me, to me.

Remember me loving you
Looking you in the eyes
Tieing myself to your life
Remember me loving you
Waiting for you calmly
No judgement, No hard feelings
Remember me, remember me
Remember my soul is tattooed on your skin

Remember me when you feel your heart is restless
If desire and your love don't keep you going.
Remember me

Remember me when you look in the eyes of the past
When I no longer awaken in your arms
And when you're invisible to me, to me.

Remember me loving you
Looking you in the eyes
Tieing myself to your life
Remember me loving you
Waiting for you calmly
No judgement, No hard feelings
Remember me, remember me
Remember my soul is tattooed on your skin

"Sin miedo a nada" by Alex Ubago & Amaia Montero

I'm dieing to beg that you not leave me.
I'm dieing to hear you say the things you'd never say.
Yet I stay silent and you walk out.
I keep my hopes that
someday I'm able
to not hide these wounds that reopen
when I think that I fall in love with you
over and over every day...
How long must we wait?

I'm dieing to embrace you,
to hold you real tight.
I'm dieing to entertain you.
And to be kissed when I wake up
with my head against your chest,
until the sun wake up.
I get lost in your aroma,
I get lost as your lips come closer whispering
words that aim straight for my heart.
Words that echo in my mind.

I'm dieing to meet you,
to know what you're thinking,
to open every door,
and beat every storm that wants to tear us apart.
To get lost in your gaze.
For our love making to wake up the sun
And to kiss untill our lips wear off!
And see how that smile grows upon your lips
with each passing day.
To make, unmake, to dream
and let everything happen...
Unafraid of suffering.

I'm dieing to tell you
exactly what's on my mind.
I'm dieing to give you my all
and still be able to surprise you.
To feel that spark every time I see you.
Who cares what 'they' say?
If I'm crazy that's all on me.
Now I look around me once more
and it seems the world is in my favor.

[Chorus till close]

Just a little something I made on my fridge last night with the Magnetic Poetry I bought on eBay. Expect more like this. Enjoy.


-Lt-

"He's going to change my name" "I'm going to have his babies" "but not in person yet"

"Picture" by Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow

[Kid Rock]
Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her
I put your picture away, sat down and cried today
I can't look at you, while I'm lyin next to her

[Sherly Crow]
I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they wont tell
But their half hearted smiles tell me
Somethin' just ain't right
I been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I saw ya yesterday with an old friend

[Kid Rock]
It was the same ole same "how have you been"

[Both]
Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey

[Kid Rock]
You reminded me of brighter days

[Sheryl Crow]
I hoped you were comin' home to stay
I was headed to church

[Kid Rock]
I was off to drink you away

[Both]
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home

Got the Magnetic Poetry I ordered off eBay a few days ago. Hopefully tomorrow I get that dry erase board so I can use them on the plane.

-Lt-

I was thinking the very same thing yesterday :-\ I really don't belong here.

-Lt-

Lifetime

-Lt-

Grey's thoughts on: Intimacy & Boundaries

"Intimacy is a four syllable word for: Here is my heart and soul, please grind into hamburger, and enjoy. It's both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. Intimacy also comes attached to the three R's... relatives, romance, and roommates. There are some things you can't escape. And other things you just don't want to know."

"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know. If you're willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side... is spectacular."

-Grey narrating at the start and ending of an episode

Mission

-Lt-

Yes. Horrible things DO happen. Happiness in the face of all of that? That's not the goal. Feeling the horrible and knowing that you're not gonna die from those feelings...that's the point.

--Dr. Wyatt, Grey's Anatomy - Episode 2, Season 5

"Porque hablamos" by Ricardo Arjona and Ednita Nazario

HIM / HER / BOTH

You say,
then I say
And that's how our daily war starts.
I arm myself with adjectives,
you conjugate the worst part of my past.

I aim where it hurts
and remind you of the worst of your sins.
You get all deffensive
and fire where you knew it hurt the worst.

On the battle field
lays the minutes of time we're killing.
You say,
then I say.
And that's how the daily war ends,
this war without reason that no one wins.

Because we argue
and we don't use that time to kiss
to paint with our hands the carresses we desire
and we don't give each other...
..Because we argue
about what's yours and mine
about the past and who's to blame
while an other minute dies because we argue.

I already told you
it's not true.
You already said you aren't what I said.
Nobody settles,
neither accepts.
We each only trust in our own words.

Now the ghost of doubt
opens way to what ever lays ahead.
And the 'now' that's slowly dieing,
finds comfort in what little we have left.

I love you
and you love me.
But we're both too ignorant to agree.
And as an other day rises
we are left with wounds that will never heal.
Wounds from an illness called "I said too much".

YouTube Song

The Artist

"Those three words are said too much. They're not enough."

--From "Chasing cars" by Snow Patrol

"Como si no nos hubieramos amado " by Laura Pausini

Yesterday I concluded
from today I start without you again
and your lack of presence?
it's almost as if I was see through

I try to get away
escape the torment

Yet I find reason to stay
and I say nothing
I can't seem to get away
and erase every moment destiny brought our way
so we can live as if we had never ever loved each other

I will survive
Don't ask me how, i don't know yet
Time heals all and it will help me
feel a little different.
So I can forget you although its a little too soon

Yet I find reason to stay
and I say nothing for I cant get tired of you
and erase every moment destiny brought our way
so we can live as if we had never ever loved each other

..As if we had never loved each other
..As if we had never felt like this
And I try to get away, I try to escape but...
Again I find reason to stay, I say nothing
even though all i want is to beg
you don't leave me
don't abandon me
with all the memories

And then and then and then and then
we will live as if we had never ever loved each other

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"Better than me" by Hinder

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)