"Insensitive" by Jann Arden

How do you cool your lips
After a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you’d know anywhere

Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive
Insensitive
Insensitive

How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart
It’s a crime to fall in love again

Oh, you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of hope, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
Some advice to give on how to be
Insensitive

I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive
Insensitive
Insensitive

"Sin miedo a nada" by Alex Ubago & Amaia Montero

I'm dieing to beg that you not leave me.
I'm dieing to hear you say the things you'd never say.
Yet I stay silent and you walk out.
I keep my hopes that
someday I'm able
to not hide these wounds that reopen
when I think that I fall in love with you
over and over every day...
How long must we wait?

I'm dieing to embrace you,
to hold you real tight.
I'm dieing to entertain you.
And to be kissed when I wake up
with my head against your chest,
until the sun wake up.
I get lost in your aroma,
I get lost as your lips come closer whispering
words that aim straight for my heart.
Words that echo in my mind.

I'm dieing to meet you,
to know what you're thinking,
to open every door,
and beat every storm that wants to tear us apart.
To get lost in your gaze.
For our love making to wake up the sun
And to kiss untill our lips wear off!
And see how that smile grows upon your lips
with each passing day.
To make, unmake, to dream
and let everything happen...
Unafraid of suffering.

I'm dieing to tell you
exactly what's on my mind.
I'm dieing to give you my all
and still be able to surprise you.
To feel that spark every time I see you.
Who cares what 'they' say?
If I'm crazy that's all on me.
Now I look around me once more
and it seems the world is in my favor.

[Chorus till close]

I was thinking the very same thing yesterday :-\ I really don't belong here.

-Lt-

Grey's thoughts on: Intimacy & Boundaries

"Intimacy is a four syllable word for: Here is my heart and soul, please grind into hamburger, and enjoy. It's both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. Intimacy also comes attached to the three R's... relatives, romance, and roommates. There are some things you can't escape. And other things you just don't want to know."

"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know. If you're willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side... is spectacular."

-Grey narrating at the start and ending of an episode

"Como si no nos hubieramos amado " by Laura Pausini

Yesterday I concluded
from today I start without you again
and your lack of presence?
it's almost as if I was see through

I try to get away
escape the torment

Yet I find reason to stay
and I say nothing
I can't seem to get away
and erase every moment destiny brought our way
so we can live as if we had never ever loved each other

I will survive
Don't ask me how, i don't know yet
Time heals all and it will help me
feel a little different.
So I can forget you although its a little too soon

Yet I find reason to stay
and I say nothing for I cant get tired of you
and erase every moment destiny brought our way
so we can live as if we had never ever loved each other

..As if we had never loved each other
..As if we had never felt like this
And I try to get away, I try to escape but...
Again I find reason to stay, I say nothing
even though all i want is to beg
you don't leave me
don't abandon me
with all the memories

And then and then and then and then
we will live as if we had never ever loved each other

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"A simple kind of life" by No Doubt

For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down

Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?

I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

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