"Sale el sol" by Shakira

This week without you
has felt like 100 years.
I wanted to kiss you so bad
it made my lips chap.
Now I see fear made us do
stupid things.
It left us deaf and blinded
time and time again.

But a day after the storm
when least expected the sun comes up.
From doing math you lose count
cause one plus one is no longer two.
But when you least expect it
the sun comes up.

I cried to the extreme
of what I thought was possible.
Even if I felt invincible...
There isn't a pain that lasts 100 years
or body to take it.
And the best is always saved for last...

But a day after the storm
when least expected the sun comes up.
From doing math you lose count
cause one plus one is no longer two.
But when you least expect it
the sun comes up...

"Almohada" by Marc Anthony

There's not two loves like ours in life
No matter how you look for it,
no matter how well it hides
You sleep with me every single night
Sleep soundly so soundly
That's why i love you, why i adore you
In my life you're my everything, my treasure

Sometimes I come home drunk with anguish
I kiss you all over, touch you every where
but you are asleep, you don't feel my touch
I hold you to my chest and fall asleep
but then i awaken and you're not there with me
only my pillow

Sometimes i watch you be silent and absent
and suffer in silence like many people
While wanting to yell for you to come back with me
I know I live only to make you fall for me again
but at the end of the day, this suffering
like words is swept away by the wind

...and that's why I come home drunk with anguish
I kiss you all over, touch you every where
but you are asleep, you don't feel my touch
I hold you to my chest and fall asleep
but then i awaken and you're not there with me
only my pillow...

"Lips of an angel" by Hinder

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

"To love you more" by Celine Dion

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

"If I aint got you baby" by Alicia Keys

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before but that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

If I ain't got you with me, baby
Said nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me, baby

"Algo mas" by La Quinta Estacion

Sometimes I feel I've lied to you
when I say "I love you"
because this is no longer love.

Sometimes I wonder if I was dreaming
when I wake up and you're gone
because this is no longer love.

It's something else, something that fills me
that doesn't hurt or confuse me
something more, something more than love...

It's something more than just distance
than the pain or the nostalgia
(we already know that can't keep us apart)

It's wanting to kiss you goodnight
and letting your hands make love to me
and letting 'us' grow every day
because we're something more.

Sometimes I feel I've lived
over 100 years with you
because I know this can't just be love

Sometimes I wonder if it's a mean trick
cause of the way you made it into my life
because I know this can't just be love

[Chorus]

"A que no te vas" by Ednita Nazario

You say you're tired now of my (evidently) rude laughter
that my cravings go too far
and that you're tired of listening to my weird ideas.
But at the same time you have to admit
that I drive you crazy when I brush against your lips.
If it's not true then tell me why
are you still here?

I dare you to leave
I dare you to take with you what little faith we have left
to go on.
Who do you think you're kidding
with that threat of breaking the heart I already gave away.
I dare you to leave.

Don't tell me off again
like some child who doesn't want to understand.
Let me be as I am
that my defects don't compromise what I give.
If its barely morning why call the day a waste already?

-CHORUS-

What right have you...
what right have I?
To put end to this we shared.
Why let you go...
why should you leave?
I defy you today,
I dare you to go...

"Insensitive" by Jann Arden

How do you cool your lips
After a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you’d know anywhere

Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive
Insensitive
Insensitive

How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart
It’s a crime to fall in love again

Oh, you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of hope, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
Some advice to give on how to be
Insensitive

I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive
Insensitive
Insensitive

"Hasta Ayer" by Marc Anthony

Please understand I don't mean to offend you
nor am trying to be forward.
For you are the sole owner of your life
of your body and your nights.
I confess I fell in love as a child would
but I also confess I have no regrets.
I enjoyed your experience
until I calmed my anxiety.

I was the master of her bedroom
and pillows.
I had her kiss for kiss,
skin against skin.
And the sun surprised us in the morning
now tired of delirium and pleasure.

Till yesterday, till yesterday.
And pardon me madam
but when the soul cries
silence isn't the remedy to calm suffering.

Till yesterday, yesterday
I find out my elegant lady
now has another lover
who maybe in time
she will treat like she did me.

She bound me with her kisses
until I was her prisoner
and kept me in her ruthless games
by showing me her passion.
And then came betrayal.
And as if I were a child she told me her love
she could give to who ever she felt like.
Such a horrible woman
and I still can't bring myself to say anything against her.
She played with my emotions
to a point I no longer believe in women's lies or their tears.

"Thank you" by Dido

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

"Recuerdame" by Marc Anthony and La 5ta Estacion

Remember me when you're sleeping and I'm guessing what you're dreaming
When far away from our bed, and you think about me
Remember me.

Remember me when I leave and don't come home
When the cold and sadness get the best of you
Remember me.

Remember me when you look in the eyes of the past
When I no longer awaken in your arms
And when you're invisible to me, to me.

Remember me loving you
Looking you in the eyes
Tieing myself to your life
Remember me loving you
Waiting for you calmly
No judgement, No hard feelings
Remember me, remember me
Remember my soul is tattooed on your skin

Remember me when you feel your heart is restless
If desire and your love don't keep you going.
Remember me

Remember me when you look in the eyes of the past
When I no longer awaken in your arms
And when you're invisible to me, to me.

Remember me loving you
Looking you in the eyes
Tieing myself to your life
Remember me loving you
Waiting for you calmly
No judgement, No hard feelings
Remember me, remember me
Remember my soul is tattooed on your skin

"Sin miedo a nada" by Alex Ubago & Amaia Montero

I'm dieing to beg that you not leave me.
I'm dieing to hear you say the things you'd never say.
Yet I stay silent and you walk out.
I keep my hopes that
someday I'm able
to not hide these wounds that reopen
when I think that I fall in love with you
over and over every day...
How long must we wait?

I'm dieing to embrace you,
to hold you real tight.
I'm dieing to entertain you.
And to be kissed when I wake up
with my head against your chest,
until the sun wake up.
I get lost in your aroma,
I get lost as your lips come closer whispering
words that aim straight for my heart.
Words that echo in my mind.

I'm dieing to meet you,
to know what you're thinking,
to open every door,
and beat every storm that wants to tear us apart.
To get lost in your gaze.
For our love making to wake up the sun
And to kiss untill our lips wear off!
And see how that smile grows upon your lips
with each passing day.
To make, unmake, to dream
and let everything happen...
Unafraid of suffering.

I'm dieing to tell you
exactly what's on my mind.
I'm dieing to give you my all
and still be able to surprise you.
To feel that spark every time I see you.
Who cares what 'they' say?
If I'm crazy that's all on me.
Now I look around me once more
and it seems the world is in my favor.

[Chorus till close]

Just a little something I made on my fridge last night with the Magnetic Poetry I bought on eBay. Expect more like this. Enjoy.


-Lt-

"He's going to change my name" "I'm going to have his babies" "but not in person yet"

"Picture" by Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow

[Kid Rock]
Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her
I put your picture away, sat down and cried today
I can't look at you, while I'm lyin next to her

[Sherly Crow]
I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they wont tell
But their half hearted smiles tell me
Somethin' just ain't right
I been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I saw ya yesterday with an old friend

[Kid Rock]
It was the same ole same "how have you been"

[Both]
Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey

[Kid Rock]
You reminded me of brighter days

[Sheryl Crow]
I hoped you were comin' home to stay
I was headed to church

[Kid Rock]
I was off to drink you away

[Both]
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home

Got the Magnetic Poetry I ordered off eBay a few days ago. Hopefully tomorrow I get that dry erase board so I can use them on the plane.

-Lt-

Lifetime

-Lt-

Grey's thoughts on: Intimacy & Boundaries

"Intimacy is a four syllable word for: Here is my heart and soul, please grind into hamburger, and enjoy. It's both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. Intimacy also comes attached to the three R's... relatives, romance, and roommates. There are some things you can't escape. And other things you just don't want to know."

"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know. If you're willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side... is spectacular."

-Grey narrating at the start and ending of an episode

Mission

-Lt-